A: Kill B: Yourself {Prisoner Of The Mind}

Suicide has forever been in my mind since I was 12, I've started to cut myself (minor) again... For me it's a vast desire because I feel so hollow which is insanely undescribable. I'm torturing the humans around me, almost everyone get somehow angry with me or avoid me if I take contact... Pointless life... Well in a little bit over a week I will go away.... meet a friend and hopefully she'll make me happy(like she usually does). If it doesnt screw up... I've always wanted to meet her but I live on the other side of norway and she lives south somewhere under the rainbow. If I meet her it will be an overjoyed moment for me, for sure!